i expereinced many miracles....which could not be expressed in words....nd in addition to that...i faced many problems even though i trusted baba.....it is not such that one who trust baba wil hav no problms....but the pain in that wil get reduced....i believed in that....but i couldnt reduce my pains in my life..... 
in my intermediate...as usual i was devotee of baba, nd had ful faith in him....i wished baba only one thing dat..i should get a good rank in eamcet..or i gitam institute of technology.... ofcourse i didnt work hard as my circumstances didnt alow me to do so...like me also my friends also didnt work hard....but wen d results came...all got suceeded but not me...neither in eamcet nor in gitams...but in my home they had lots of hopes on me....but all were in vain....u may justify dat you didnt work hard...but many of my frnds who also didnt work like me got better ranks nd now they are enjoying...but i couldnt answer to my parents....on the day when i failed in gitams exam...i went to babas temple with tears in my eyes...and temple was closed....my tears had no end...because as i was always sincere to bab....nd doing fasting on thursdays from last two years....i got into depression..as my parents were scolding...i would like to remember one more thing dat till 10th clas i was topper....on dat ocasion wen temple was closed....in my life i first time smoked cigarete....which i never imagined in my dreams....and later my eamcet exam came on thursday...in which i was grand failure...unlike my friends who got good ranks...without putting hardwork,they are also devotees of baba...and my problems have not stopped from dere..it was going on increasing til today... 
iam not worried about my not getting rank in exam...but tears come out of my eyes when i think of that ocasion when there was no one to talk to me..nd console me when i was crying on that days til today...even the baba whom i trusted more than any one in this world...didnt come to help me.....can anyone tel the reason for this..