BABA's blessings

Dont know if it will be counted as a miracle or not....... but can u believe dat i feel baba's presence 24hrs beside me....in fact as right now i am writing this mail....he does everything for me...starting form awaking me in the morning to taking me to my office till the end of day...he drops me home everyday and then come and eat with me....if he does not want anything to happen in my life it does not happen and sooner or later he make me realize that what i was regretting earlier , the thing which didnít happen ...was in my best interest...i just owe everything to him...i would not have been on this earth ...if he didnít blessed me with it....he is the love of my life and will always be....when he wants to meet me...or he wants me to see his photographs...he automatically make my car turn to that way..without me knowing it and then in front of his any mandir i realize that ...oh today is Thursday...and baba is so naughty u know....he plays s all the games with me.....he takes one thing from me in life and gives me another...i fight with him...i cry in front of him...i get angry with him ....and then he does something which makes me smile....he just be with me like a friend...take care of me like a parent and love me like a lover....he protects me like a cover....i just love him....you know how he has made a balance in my life......he has given me a well paid job, a car all this just at the age of 25....but side by side he made my brother Mentally special....i mean he is 22 and he is at home since last 6 yrs...doing nothing...and he is such a brilliant child but he does not want to do anything...i sometimes wonder what will happen after i get married to my parents....but i know he will take care of them the best...till 2 yrs ago, i did not wanted to marry at all...but once he told me that only if i get married then only my brother will realize his responsibilities...and suddenly my mind changes...and now i am ready for marriage....and i know ...he will bring the nest person for me...he is actually searching for him to come to me and thatís why it is taking time....i remember him in my every breath.....i had a 10 yr old calendar of baba at my place...which i just stick to the wall with the help of a cello tape....can u believe it .....if u still see that u will say thatís its a new calendar...and itís still there on the wall...all the other calendars has gone with the wind...but my baba is with me and i know he will always be with me...in life...after death...i am sure i have a special connection with him .................i can write endless....you know...when i drive my car or gives direction to someone on road....which i might have never visited till date...he just direct me to the right way....and like roads...he is directing me to all the right ways...in life.... All the best for your book...i am sure you will complete your purpose with this...do let me know once it will get completed. Sai blessings
Charu Rastogi
Tough times donít last, Tough people doÖ